just not ready to accept the FACT yet...It make me felt so OVERWHELMED that i cant concentrate on anything much i'm doing after THAT...I kept on thinking about IT...I just cant figure out why you would...The more i think of it, the more i felt like crying...
SIGH...what is happening to ME???????? You promised to tell me all about it moro...so you must...
Sighs...i didnt have much appetite for lunch today....i am forced to throw away the rest 3/4 of my ice jelly...What A Waste!!! But i just cant stop myself thinking about it even when i'm eating...today's really sunny, but i just felt so "COLD"....and i'm still eating cold food? sighs....luckily i had band today...it's a world that can make me forget whatever problems, stress or unhappiness i had in reality....because i've got no really best friends from class in band...so they wont remind me of anything unhappy...and concentrating on playing nice music just make me forget everything i had in reality...laughing with friends in band help calm me down and cheer me up too... hahas glad i had band today...(: At first when i just cant stop thinking about that THING, i kept on playing wrong notes and craps for warm ups...but after a while, everything was OK liao...during marching i kept on doing that what what? HORSESKIP???
hahas...duno how to spell it, but that's what chris told me what i'm doing...LOLs...at first me and shu wei was like, HUH? what talking him? what's "horseskip" ? then he demo ler we then know...hahas...
kk till here...had to have courage to brace myself for anything worse tomorow....BYES. (:
fell in love with music @ 7:05 AM
