hiie again its me that tan shi xuan again...
hahax...
aiyaaa....i finally struggled through this week's
storm already...there's one more coming...
think it's going to be more of a hurricane next week...
next week tuesday have science test...
wednesday have geography...and thursday have maths!!!
ahhh...i MUST pass the maths one for sure...
OMG!!!! thursday is my birthday siia!!!!
=_="" dont even know whether i would have time to
celebrate...aiyaa....let me predict thursday...
there's be school followed by band....
came home at 7pm...must rush dinner and showering...
(must finish by 7.30pm...) left 30 mins...
i'll have to watch TV and complate part of d HWs till 8.30...
10 maybe 8.30pm i'll call up my neighbours them to
sing me birthday song and GIVE ME PRESENTS!!!!!
hahax....never give also nevermind la...
maybe play and eat eat eat till 9.30pm...
i'll bid them farewell and everything 10 rush homework till 11pm...
hahax....best if i could complete most of d HW that day in school...
or maybe wish teachers would not give us HWs since it's my birthday
that day???? hahax...i know impossible la...
ahhhh...like that relieved maths teacher mr ong...
he gave me 13+11 sums 2 do this weekend siia!!!!
mr tan would not be so cruel...
yesterday go costa sand resort there BBQ..
coz dad's fren's eldest son birthday...
ate about 7-8 BBQ chicken wings???
hahax..i love that soooooooo much!!!! ^ ^
but then never talk to the kids coz duno them...
the birthday boy quite cute and dashing de...
hahax!!!! i know i'm a filrt so ur dun nid tell me...
he also very clever lor!!! O-LEVER only get 5 or 4 marks
siia!!!!!!!!
ah....gtg play lerh..
finally tolerate for 3 days now can play lerh!!!
yay!!!! =)

shi xuan
fell in love with music @ 9:01 PM

Hi people!
aiyaa..today i felt so stress and tired...
today got 2 write news report writing...
teacher sae if 2moro neva hand in will call parents...
well...call lor!!! i'll tell my mum 2 help me explain n complain her
at d same time!!! muahahahha!!!
no la ...i would still try my best 2 hand in 2moro...
aiyaaa....2dae oso hav both humanities homeworks...
10...wed i goin health zone....zzzzzzz gonna hav 2
miss half of d tuition...
10 thurs will hav history test....
fri will hav another chi test...
nex mon n fri CIP...
gonna hav 2 miss a quater of my tuition on fri...
10 still hav geo test 4get went lerhx...
hope i can survive all this crisis...
haizzz..........................................
bet 2moro i'll be d 1st goin 2 dental check-ups n
i'm goin 2 hav 2 spent hours there....zzzzzzzzz
n i hate it!!!!!!.....2moro need take music score go
photocopy....nid pay 50 cents....our sch so poor...
zzzzzzz aiyaaaaaa i better go work on my
homeworks now....bb!!!!!!!!!!
p.s....i miss someone....

shi xuan
fell in love with music @ 1:22 AM

Well, hi eveyone!
2dae woke up in big morning...
got ready n went 2 eat breakfast at 11am+
after that went straight 2 science centre...
we explored the amazing and awsome science exhibition centre
1st...it was truly amazing man!!! it has sooooooooooooooo
many amazing illusion,scientific and mathematical stuffs!!!!
I LOVE IT!
especially illusions...coz it's fascinating and mysterious...
me and my family almost tried out everything in the science exhibit
centre!!!! so it took us about 1 hour and a half or 2 to procced 2
d next place....
THE BODY WORLD!!!!!!!!
coollx!!!! i'd been going on n on persuading my parents 2
go since last yr nov...haizz...
but noww finally can go lerh!!!!!!!!!!
it's so grand and majestic!!!!!!
espacially d animals....there's a rider riding on a majestic horse...
reindeers pulling a sled n a soooooooooooooo tall giraffe!!!!
oyaaaa....your r away that d animals n humans in d body world r
real dead bodies right????
well,i'm not scared even abit anyway...
coz i'm already soooooooo excited!!!!
there got displays of skeletal,muscular,circulatory,respiratory n digestive systems...
but most r displayed in muscular....
i oso notice tat most of d bodies r from d males...
coz see d *hermp hermp* bottom part....
lol...i notice hor...y males d bottom part d organs is like soooo...
......long???
er.....better dun sae anymore....
ok...10 d females....their's is not really expose...
zzzzzzzzzzzzz
URGH!!!!! OK !!! I NOE I'M DIRTY MINDED OK????
hahahahah...
zzzzzzzzzzz k...
10 we go eat lunch...at d cafe outside...
food so expensive...went we eat is like goin 2 be 3 lerh...
after finished....continue inside d science exhibit while mum n bro go play
d water works...unfortunately,it rains...so cant play loh...
went home at about 6.30+...
2dae very happy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ^ ^
.........i tell ur somethin...
yesterdae night when i sleep..i hav a kinda stupid dream...
i dreamt tat one of my frens...(boy) shoed interest in me...
zzzzzzzz!!!!!! then he's like...keep on givin me tat kind of smile...
10 i duno wad 2 do...so i juz smile bac and tried 2 avoid he's eye contact lor...
LOL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! THIS IS SO STUPID RIGHT????????????????
i'm suc a ridiculous dreamer....i everytime daydream in class....
well...ur cant blame me 4 tat...pisces r dreamers...
k laa...got to rush lerh...bb!!!!

ps..happy b.dae 2 vivian!!!!!!!!(da jie!^^)
see! i so xiao shun de rite????
jjkjk...bb!!!!

shi xuan
fell in love with music @ 4:48 AM

Hihi everone...
i just found out that...
if you have a crush on someone,
you would copy that person's action...
(dont know why???)
2dae at first i felt so emo...
thought that 2dae is suc a mei yi yi dae...
tok 2 my frens oso feel tat way...ps ah..
y i feel 2dae so mei yi yi leh???
maybe 2dae i did not hav a chance 2 at least listen
2 his voice ba....felt emo...so...
tis is wad i wan 2 sae...
All around me is silence...there is nothing but your voice
that can brought music to my ears....your voice....
ok...
after feeling tat way,
go 2 my room n tok 2 myself...(emo de rite????)
ltr my sis came bac ...told me some funny things n make me laugh...
i felt better after tat...thx 4 cheering miie up yuki...
u will always be my beloved mei...my only *snow* in singapore...
yuki means snow in jap k?
after tat i go sing sing sing lor...
listen 2 my "beautiful" voice....became happie lerh...
wei...i dun usually praise my voice beautiful k???
i got scold myself 4 singing lousily be4....
wel..i noe i crazy de ok??? so dun nid tell miie again...
2dae i felt tat time seems 2 pass so slowly....
sometimes i wonder...when would i be courageous enough
2 confess??????
hmmmmm.....maybe in 10 yrs time ba....

shi xuan
fell in love with music @ 7:54 AM

halo everyone...
2dae quite emo....
sad, becoz of my frens n family member's
attitude...i hav frens whom r once very best frens...
but 1 dae becoz of 1 quarrel, they can manage 2 break up
their 2yrs of frenship...n now they r tryin 2 take revenge on each other...
SAD RIGHT?....=( T_T....but i cant do anythin 2 help my 2 best frens from fallin apart...
coz we're of diff sch....
so sad...
10 i oso hav other best frens hatin my other fren...
well,i can say tat it's OK 4 them 2 hate..coz tat fren's attitude
sometimes really very....
but...i think they shoul try 2 be harmonious wit 1 another have peace
n learn 2 4give mah....
sad....
10 my dad is like...
hav been cold n petty towards us from tis mth onwards...
duno wad got in2 him...but it makes miie feel sad too when
he scolded my siblings n make them upset....
he is not d same dad i had known now...
he'd changed....he was warm n humorous las
time...i can adapt 2 all changes but not tis one...
SAD RIGHT?????.....
10 there's my gran...she may seem carin n kind 2wards us
sometimes...but she can becum very EVIL at times...
she can talk bad n insult others behind their backs....
n she everytime told d callers tat call miie, tat i m either
not at home,sleepin,at tution or whereva i m in singapore but not AT HOME.
i duno y she DID TAT????....2dae even worse...she told penny,tat
she..CALLS D WRONG NUMBER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WTF!!!!!!WTH!!!!!!!!!
TIS TIME SHE HAS REALLY GONE 2 FAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I'M DEFINITELY GOIN 2 COMPLAIN HER 2 MY PARENTS!!!!!!!!!!!
....zzzzzzzzzzzzz
SAD RIGHT??? THIS KIND OF ATTITUDE....
n...
2dae time seems 2 be killin miie then i m killin it....

shi xuan
fell in love with music @ 3:50 AM

Piinnkk!!! hahax..ur can c in tis color???
if cant i'll hav 2 change...
hahax!!! 2dae quite happy!!!
coz i got distinction 4 geo common test!!!
not muc..but at least it's distinction!!!
aiyaaa..nth muc actually...(oso not full marks rite??
y muz i be sooo happy???)
zzzz k la...i onli get 21/25 for geo...
history i get 16/20...(another distinction???)
n erm...maths got onli 14/20...
aiyaaaaa!!!! will hav 2 improve my maths!!!!!
diiaox...i got 2 more rivals lerhx...
grace n tat syafiq...
syafiq super pro lor!!!!!!
got full marks 4 sci leh!!! (i duno my sci coz las fri i skip
sci...band performance 4 CNY...)
10 maths he got 18...history oso...
win miie so many leh!!!! Hermph!!!! Jealous!!!!
onli geo he lose miie...but onli lose miie by 1 mark!!!!!!
zzzzz!!!! urgh!!! zzzzzzz.....2dae commemeratin total defence dae...
ate cream crackers n drink mineral water onli...haizzz...
'world war 3 ' is soooo torturin 4 miie ah....
lollx!!!!!! 2dae PE we trained 4 NAFA (duno how spell..)
again....but 2dae is run 4 rounds in 8 mins...
sad lor...i neva complate...but i get new record...
las time is 3 n 1/2 rounds in 8 mins...
2dae is 3 n 3/4 rounds...hahax!!! ur noe how i improve???
sssssshhhhh!!!!!! i tell ur dun laugh k???
u see ah...i set target de....i chased d boys in front of miie!!!!
lolllx!!! not 'woo' k??? is chase...aiyaaaaaa i neva aim on juz 1 ppl...
miie is chase n try over take d boys in front of miie...coz everytime
diff boys in front of miie mah..coz i got sometimes rest sometimes walk...
lollx!!!! goin 2 use tat method again nex wed...
ur dun follow my crazy idea k???
gtg lerhx...
bbbbbbbbbbbbbbbb!!!!!!!!

shi xuan
fell in love with music @ 11:57 PM

Halo ppl!...happie new yr again! =)
aiyaaa....2moro sch start again...
will hav 2 struggle my daes through again...
aiyaa...haven figure out how 2 link more ppl...
coz my linkin list full lerhx...think i nid penny again...
PEEENNNNNNYYYY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hehe...jkjk
haixx...aiyaa...sometimes i think horoscope not accurate 1 lor...
2dae w8 4 my parens 4 2hrs plus be4 we get out of hse...
was like soooooo frustrated when waitin....but was sooo
happy as soon as we got out...go 2 sci centre...wan go body world
de..but parens sae rather late lerh...so we decide tis sun 10 go...
10 we linger around n play n take photos on d outside lor...
after tat we go eat dinner...
hhhhhmmmmmmmmmmm.....oishi!!!!!i keep on linkin d sauce of
my spoon of d yum yum chicken!( coz i puppy mah!!!! jkjk...)
ahhhhhhhh!!!!!!! gtg solve prob lerh...
bb!!!!

shi xuan
fell in love with music @ 4:51 AM

hihi 2 all!!!
2dae d band performance was fine..d songs V-nice! ^ ^
d whole concert was gr8 2!!!!
got band performance,choir...lion dance...teachers of diff race singing..
hahax!!!
o.0...got someting make miie angry...
d bishan's singing com's been cancelled!!!!
coz tat organizer was sued sexually assault a beer gal...
zzzzzzz!!!!! shameless!!! orbi ah!!!!
hermph!!!!
nth muc 2 sae lerhx...bai bai!!!

shi xuan
fell in love with music @ 3:34 AM

Hiie people!!!! ^ ^
2m0r0 CNY lerhx leh!!! happy happy???
hahax...i'll describe my dae from back 2 front k?
in band learn theory...n do some V-funny warmups..
(ur would surely laugh de! if ur do or see...)
i wanted 2 laugh...but every1 look so0o serious leh..
so i control lor...
urg...played LOVER n AUTUMM...
dun even noe how 2 play d whole piece...
n guess wad?! THEY WANT MIIE GO PERFORM WITH
THEM AT D CNY CONCERT 2MORO!!!!!!
i was like...OMG??? cant believe it leh!!!!
i told d conductor i cant do it...(with a smile la of coz!( i luv smiling!)
10 u noe wad he sae???? he sae...y u canot play still look so happy???
i speechless....(coz i think 2 funny 2 reply lerh...)
10 he nods his head 2 my section leader....
zzzzzzz so 2moro i nid meet outside CE bombshelter...(btw d band room's inside d bombshelter!)
at 8.55 pm!!!! i mean AM....so i can skip 2nd n 3rd period...
btw 2moro onli hav 3 period coz after tat concert lor!
2dae lessons everything ok...but physics got a little prob...
not very sure about how 2 read d measurements of d external n internal...
wads tat call ah??? I 4GOTTEN!!!!zzzzzz
erm...no more! =)
ah...mom sae d band teacher in charge call my mom
n sae would ask d conductor if can change miie 2 trumpet player...
now i hope wont..coz i luv my eupho..n his section's ppl has
still been teasing miie bout him!!! zzzzzz
k bai bai!!!!!

shi xuan
fell in love with music @ 4:34 AM

=(........s0o0 sad....d regretfulness came bac 2 miie again...
i should hav choosen trumpet....T_T
I SHOULD HAVE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
n0w i got bac euphonium...zzzzzzzzzzzz
i wan 2 change...but i think it's already 2 late....
so sad so sad so sad!!!!!!!!!
but i cant do anything 2 it rite????.....
haizzzzzzzz............................................
2dae everything okok...
onli tat syafiq sae i emoz....(maybe becoz of tat feeling of regretfulness ba...)
coz i'm usually hyper in class de....
2 hyper till can dance n sing with grace de leh!
aiya btw all my classmates r almost d same as us...
2dae PE need run 3 rounds around d S0000000 big field...
almost squeesh my soul outta miie...
after tat play captains ball again...
my frens them seems 2 hate some1....coz her attitude was so...
but i dun leh...coz i like harmony n peace...
btw she oso neva offend miie..so...
GEO test was fine...2moro's maths de...
ltr got tution...at nite muz finis news report writing...
aiya...really dun wan tok anymore lerh la...
think i really emo now...
coz i...
miss my pri band juniors n senior...(all boys...miie only gal...in my section...lol...)
regretted not takin trumpet...

URGH!!!!! I REALLY....feel like..
zzzz dun wan tok lerh..2 emoz..
bb

shi xuan
fell in love with music @ 12:10 AM

yo there every1...
hmm...2dae i no HWs..except d news report thing...
zzzzzz hate it...2dae almost sccccccccrrrrrrrreeeeeeeaaaaammmm!!!!!
out loud when tat teacher explainin..no is blabering...
she tokin bout how 2 write d report wad 2 write n everythin...
her voice is so hoarse n unclear...n she toks so fast i cant
catch up...i felt more n more frustrated d more i listen 2 her...
felt like screamin! y? i oso duno...zzzzzz =_="
10 go bac ng class...d 1st wrong mistake 4 d eng test tat
appears on d screen is mine!!!!!!!! heart-stopping....
OMG!!!! it's so embarrassin...but lucky no name...
total would have 10 ppl's mistakes from d eng test woul be
taken out put on screen 4 us 2 edit d wrong mistakes...urgh..
n mine is 1st..zzzzzzzzz
after tat recess...duno wad 2 eat as usual...after tat play game...
literature was ok...(still duno whether i survived d test las fri..)
art oso ok...we do pranks on others as usual...like writin
'kick me punch me...eg' on maskin tapes n paste on other's...
or placin large plastic bags 4 garbage over their heads...
n..KIDNAPPED THEM!!!! hahax...
geo hav test 2dae...neva really studied...but survived with
my intelligence with a score of 8/10...hahax...
actually i got scan through d text book be4 doin la...
tis wed oso hav 1 more...
10 assembly! C KUNALAN cum our sch!!!!!! hilarous,i can describe...
4 d tok...
o.000000...........
i wanna go play lerh...byebye!

shi xuan
fell in love with music @ 12:20 AM

Hiie every1!!!!
hahax 2dae i feel so hyper man!
(maybe is 2 crazy lerh ba...)
i danced a small part of sorrysorry in public...
hahax...2dae singin class keep on singing
same songs...s0o0o boring....=_="
WKs them throw bubble tea pearl at miie...
made me jump n screamed leh! OMG!...zzzz
mom bring sis go consult doc...miie leh?
at home play com..but no MSN!!!!!!!!!
feel like dyin without it...zzzzzzzzzzzzz
changed my songs lerhx! finally no more hot shot!
hahax...k la i wan go play play play lerh!
bye bye!!! ^ ^

shi xuan
fell in love with music @ 8:15 PM

Haizz..........i'm really feelin s0o0o regretted leh....
2dae i go band audi 2 try out all d instruments n c which 1 i'm fit 2 play...
i suck in d woodwinds...even got zeros 4 alto n tenor sax...
but i pro at brass juz as expected since i'm at ex eupho player...
i got 8 for horns...n 9 for eupho,trombone n trumpet...got 5 for tuba...
maybe it's too low 4 miie lerhx...hahax...
i wanted 2 put trumpet 1st choice leh...coz i'm tired of playin eupho 4 3yrs...
n i wanna switch 2 travel clef....but if i choose trumpet,i'll hav 2 relearn all d notes n
bacum a junior again...but now i think i should hav choosen trumpet...
coz it's daintier n d sound nicer...n becoz i'll hav 2 relearn sum parts of eupho
as well...coz my eupho now is a real eupho...i mean,my eupho is actually a baritone..
which onli hav 3 keys...but mrs chia(my pri band conductor) calls it eupho so is eupho lor...
but d eupho i get now is d real 1...which has 4 keys instead of 3...
n it is heavier...zzzzzzzzzzzzz
i really felt so troubled now...i duno whether can change instruments...
i think it won be 2 late 2 change coz every1 onli started 2dae...
but wad muz i sae 2 my eupho seniors??? n my new junior...lee jia yi...hahax..
ahhhhhhhhhhhh..................i wan trumpet!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! =((

shi xuan
fell in love with music @ 3:51 AM

Haizz...haizz...HAIZZ!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i n0w duno wad 2 d0 but sigh-
w8..yes! finally g0t 1 ppl reply miie lerhx!!!
thx low jia yi!! my saviour!!!zzzzzzzzzz i ask
zhi ying ask vivian n0ne reply...zzzzzzzzzz s0 wad hor?
no la jk onli...tat chen lao shi la! wan us find bout sun yet sen....
so i'll print out infor lor...hahax...whenever i heard or think of
SUN YET SEN tis name rite??? i will sing 1 s0ng...
WO CHONG SAN ZHONG LAI...DAI ZHE LAN HUA CHAO...
ZOU DAO BAN LU ZHONG...XI WANG HUA KAI ZHAO....!!!!
hahax d rest duno...i siiaox de i noe...
yeah!!! my class got blog lerhx!!!! n i got in2
symphonic band! yea!...got i think a total of 5 ppl in my class got
in2 tat...very glad bout it...k start a class band lerhx!!!!
no la jk de...but i'll be very willin 2 join if there's really a
"class band"...hahax...aiya i better go find d sun yet sen...
kk..
bb!!!!

shi xuan
fell in love with music @ 5:22 AM